Long Road ft. D-Mall Lyrics

So full of heart break

So full of heart break

So full of heart break

So full of heartbreak

So full of heartbreak

Look I wish I never existed with god as my witness

So tempted to pull the trigger

Would somebody miss me

An I Been fighting addiction

Its like I'm stuck in a prison

For you its Pills and that liquor

For me it's anger within me

My temper demented because I been living

The Torment that my momma gave

Wonder why I keep talking pain

That's how it is everyday

Nah the shit don't fade away

An some of it I can't explain

But I guess that's all that remains

Make no mistake

Till the day I'm off in a grave

I steadily pray an leave it to faith

Is it destiny or fate

That got me feeling this way

My biggest problem is I got some conditions

An the fact of it is

I ain't acted with them

Cause if I let go then the world ending

It's been a long road

I've chose the hard way

All of this sorrow

A lifetime of pain

It's been a long road

Life chose the wrong way

It's all just lost hope

So full of heart break

Ever Since an infant I been given

Hurt and empty wishes from family members

A sink full of dirty dishes and never food in The kitchen

A dad who's always missing on a job or with Some bitches

A mom who'd rather be burning bridges

I witnessed her drug addiction stealing from her children piggy bank for fixes

Don't matter if its a million

A buck fifty

A few quarters and penny's

A couple twenty's

You left it like my heart empty

But I'm not playing the victim

Not pointing the blame for my position

I made that decision to keep my distance

I reached my limit

I got no interest of going forward

So fuck forgiveness

For all the lies an deceptions

Get met with aggression directly

If your testing vengeance

It's been a long road

I've chose the hard way

All of this sorrow

A lifetime of pain

It's been a long road

Life chose the wrong way

It's all just lost hope

So full of heart break

It's been a long road

I've chose the hard way

All of this sorrow

A lifetime of pain

It's been a long road

Life chose the wrong way

It's all just lost hope

So full of heart break

It's been a long road

I've chose the hard way

All of this sorrow

So full of heartbreak