body pain Lyrics

I've been having this pain on my right side

And it's been causing me more aches and I start to sweat and have this low grade fever

Sometimes I'll get kind of nauseous

In my brain it thinks I'm dying away

And it makes everything so much worse

Why can't I fix it

Why can't I get help for it

Why can't I heal my body

I'm just fucking over it

I guess it doesn't matter because I'm going

To die someday

Life couldn't get any worse due to being on this planet

It's the most negative planet to be on

And I knew that from the beginning

And I'm starting to lose it a little bit

I'm trying to be focused on a career

I'm turning 23 this year

I'm hopeful that I'll get it

That I'll get my shit together

I'm hoping for the best, I'm hoping for the best

But I can't but think why can't the world be quieter

Why does it feel like there's hopelessness

In the air

But I'm not scared, I'm just tired

Tired, tired

I'm tired of having to rely on escapism

Everyday I watch movies and tv

To shut off my brain and to clear the thoughts

I get, get

One day I hope life will matter more

I mean I love the people around me in my tiny little bubble

But if I could go through a portal and have real divine intervention

That'd be nice

Although I'd rather be a fairy flying in the sky

Unbothered and alive for once in my life

There's got to be more to this life

There's got to be more to this life

There's got to be more

There's got to be more to this life

I've been having this pain on my right side

And it's been causing me more aches and I start to sweat and have this low grade fever

Sometimes I'll get kind of nauseous

In my brain it thinks I'm dying away

And it makes everything so much worse

Why can't I fix it

Why can't I get help for it

Why can't I heal my body

I'm just fucking over it