A Crushing Blow of Euphoria (Straight to the Head) Lyrics

I need stimulation just to make me feel better

Can't hide my issues, I'm too bad of a pretender

I'm feeling spaced out for some reason that's beyond me

Now I'm anxious, feeling like there's somebody behind me

When I'm at work it got me feeling like a zombie

Low on energy because your boy can't sleep

I wanna quit and be an artist, wanna take that leap

'Cause there's shit behind the words that I speak

Some shit I need to be heard

Sometimes I feel bad for feeling good

'Cause I don't even think that I deserve it

Sometimes I feel like I'm just not a good person

Need to fix that shit before it worsens

This is urgent, I've been hurtin'

The only thing I care about is getting overshadowed

By anxieties and working and more things that shouldn't matter

All I need is music and my fam and friends to exist

But now I just want to feel something better than this

I just need some more of the forced euphoria

I'm so sure of it

I'm a worrier

I'm a worrier

I'm tearing up at the seams

And I'm feeling everything, yeah I'm feeling everything

I just need some more of the forced euphoria

I'm so sure of it

I'm a worrier

I'm a worrier

I'm tearing up at the seams

And I'm feeling everything, yeah I'm feeling everything

I'm feeling everything

I'm feeling everything

I go to work and do my job because I gotta make a living

Tell my coworkers about me just to get some recognition

And yeah, I like my job to a certain degree

I make enough to stay afloat but not enough to break free

It's soul-crushing

People doubting me, they don't know nothing

The way I do my thing is just so stunning

I just like how music always makes me feel better

I crave some more pleasure, and art never fails me, ever

That's how I deal with shit, and you can see that I want it

You can find me making beats and shit at three in the morning

I be fuckin' up, it got me feeling so unimportant

But the music makes me happy even if for just a moment

I haven't been feeling alright lately

I'm tired of just going wherever my life takes me

It's a weird ebb and flow, there's a lack of control

It really isn't good for my soul

I just need some more of the forced euphoria

I'm so sure of it

I'm a worrier

I'm a worrier

I'm tearing up at the seams

And I'm feeling everything, yeah I'm feeling everything

I just need some more of the forced euphoria

I'm so sure of it

I'm a worrier

I'm a worrier

I'm tearing up at the seams

And I'm feeling everything, yeah I'm feeling everything

I'm feeling everything

I'm feeling everything

I got more expenses than funds

Got no time to do what I want

Got that ego death on my tongue

Got that motor breath in my lungs

I can't eat, and I cannot sleep

I can't laugh, and I cannot weep

Not okay and I don't know why

There's one more thing that I can try

I need a hit of euphoria to straighten my head

I need a hit of euphoria to straighten my head

I need a hit of euphoria to straighten my head

I need to straighten my head

I need to straighten my head

I need a hit of euphoria to straighten my head

I need a hit of euphoria to straighten my head

I need a hit of euphoria to straighten my head

I need to straighten my head

I need to straighten my head