Far Feelings Lyrics

Recovery is like

The loneliest process

And it's just you

You just have to pray and work

Recover

My tears burn

My heart yearns

For a new beginning

Someone who's down

And understands

But who I'm kidding

That shit gone take too long

Have to open up in ways

That I've tried to move on

Move along

There's nothing left to see here

Every smile I'm giving

Strained with a hidden tear

Mama

Imma dead man walking

Grave digger

Tell my granny

Imma dead man tossing

Chipped shoulder

Tell them

They don't know the price that I paid

It ain't over

Tell them

They don't know the pain that I gained

I been losing out on sleep

They think everything is sweet

I peep

They don't know just what

I'm feeling underneath

And I'm

Too exhausted

Crying more than often

Ready for a coffin

I was five when I lost it

They don't know how it feels

The Brightest smile darkest night

Don't let me hide from the real

Can I heal

Where do I go

Who do I turn to

What was it for

It's something I yearn to

But what do I know

With No one to turn to

Just like before

It's something I go through

Where do I go

Who do I turn to

What was it for

It's something I yearn to

But what do I know

With No one to turn to

Just like before

It's something I go through

Know I'm

Tired crying

Know I've reached

The last stage of it

Tired of lying

And pretending to be brave

Don't it seem

Uh

Like I carry the pain well

Brightest smile

Make it hard for the realest to tell

I'm in hell

My feet burning

Know the tables turning

Who gone stick around

When I'm not making

What I'm earning

My biggest thought

It's quick to turn me off

Know my love comes with a cost

If it ain't profit

Then its tossed

I'm lost

Where do I go

Who do I turn to

What was it for

It's something I yearn to

But what do I know

With No one to turn to

Just like before

It's something I go through

Where do I go

Who do I turn to

What was it for

It's something I yearn to

But what do I know

With No one to turn to

Just like before

It's something I go through

How do I love

With no one to trust

A continuous cycle of thinking

I ain't enough

I'm steady asking

Questions to myself

Am I all that she needs

Reassurance being given

It's just hard to believe

She can see

I'm closed off it

Crying more than often

Ready for a coffin

I was five when I lost it

They don't know how it feels

Brightest smile

Darkest night

Won't let me hide from the real

Can I heal

Who do I turn to

What was it for

It's something I yearn to

But what do I know

With No one to turn to

Just like before

It's something I go through

Where do I go

Who do I turn to

What was it for

It's something I yearn to

But what do I know

With No one to turn to

Just like before

It's something I go through

Tell them

Aye