I Love You To Death (But I'm Still Alive) Lyrics

You ruined everything

You ruined everything

There was so much of me in so much of you

Now I'm pacing in circles, wondering what to do

You ruined everything

You ruined everything

At first I was mad and that's how I should've stayed

Now I finally wear the skin of the one that got away

How could I just not see?

You were sitting right in front of me

I looked down for a second and you turned into our dads

I love the rage not the violence, love your face getting red

But your eyes went pitch black

A shiver ran through me

I remembered that's what it felt like

To live in fear his lightning will strike

I bet you think I left because shit got hard

If that was the truth I would've left in the start

You ruined everything

You ruined everything

You ruined everything

There was so much of me in so much of you

Now I'm pacing in circles, wondering what to do

You ruined everything

You ruined everything

At first I was mad and that's how I should've stayed

Now I finally wear the skin of the one that got away

Honestly if feels like sacrilege to compare

I made sure you're almost nothing like my dad

But I watched him rot, I saw him when he was a nice

Self destructive guy with mommy issues

Like you

And I promised to help but I can't solve your life

God know I tried

You ruined everything

You ruined everything

You ruined everything

There was so much of me in so much of you

Now I'm pacing in circles, wondering what to do

You ruined everything

You ruined everything

At first I was mad and that's how I should've stayed

Now I finally wear the skin of the one that got away

You ruined everything

The break up was a mercy killing

I love you to death but I'm still alive

I'm the one who has to live with this feeling inside

You got a girl now, you get to relearn to love ugly

And no one fits the hole I dug in me

So there was a place for yours in my personal tragedies

Cause we were everything, we were one

But I was never one to let the other half betray us

I made up my mind, every time

Every chance along the way up

You know what they say, fuck

Everything

You ruined everything

You ruined everything

There was so much of you in so muc of me

Now I'm pacing in circles, wondering what to believe

You ruined everything

You ruined everything

At first I was mad and that's how I should've stayed

Now I finally wear the skin of the one that got away

You ruined everything

You ruined everything

There was so much of me in so much of you

Now I'm pacing in circles, wondering what to do

You ruined everything

You ruined everything

At first I was mad and that's how I should've stayed

Now I finally wear the skin of the one that got away

You ruined everything