I WONDER Lyrics

Would you ever let me go

I feel defeated on my own

And it's best that I'm here right now in the present letting you know

Just how you nourish my soul

Even if some times I can't face you when I'm alone

You're still patient I feel at home fr

Ask if I love you, you should know the deal

We staying close and still feelings don't matchup and it feels overkill

Every wound of mine in the open, heal

With me and see that what you come from don't gotta make you so broken will

It be enough

A fine line between peace and trust

It took some time for me to see all the greed in lust

And I never would have to wonder if you're thinking of me with love

Now convoluted questions have you gassing and easing up

Passing the sequence tough

Mastered the art of keeping touch

Master the heart we bleed just

Plaster the marks and keep us

Jealous niggas is still tryna play keep up

Never a sense of time and direction whenever we tucked

Sometimes I wonder if I'm even in your world

One line encumbered by every diamond and pearl

Always hold you up even further than you can see

Being there for you just to make sure wings aren't furled

Always in a dream when I run my fingers through curls

Don't want it to seem like your just number of girls

Know this life is tricky things are never as they seem

Making me feel complete when my mind is sent in a whirl

Sometimes I wonder if I'm even in your world

One line encumbered by every diamond and pearl

Always hold you up even further than you can see

Being there for you just to make sure wings aren't furled

Always in a dream when I run my fingers through curls

Don't want it to seem like your just number of girls

Know this life is tricky things are never as they seem

Making me feel complete when my mind is sent in a whirl

Find it hardest to make amends

Becoming what I hated with the vibes I was taking in

Every insecurity had found a new place within

Saw that what I wanted but was chasing ain't making sense

What if I'm made to fend

For myself no escaping this

Felt some love it hurt me and I haven't been able since

Know that I had changed and I be praising your graces when

Everything don't make me feel a way like I'm caving in

Things change and friends go but I'm staying true

Nothing ever changed and my feelings the same for you

Heart be on display my toxic ways were a way to view

Anything I hated about myself couldn't face the truth

Knowing I'm phasing through

Owning my hatred proved

To be futile

Love is love till that hate is a feeling mutual

Hate that I'm missing you too

Infiltrate and seduce you

What's in my space won't alleviate pain I feel the usual

Sometimes I wonder if I'm even in your world

One line encumbered by every diamond and pearl

Always hold you up even further than you can see

Being there for you just to make sure wings aren't furled

Always in a dream when I run my fingers through curls

Don't want it to seem like your just number of girls

Know this life is tricky things are never as they seem

Making me feel complete when my mind is sent in a whirl

Sometimes I wonder if I'm even in your world

One line encumbered by every diamond and pearl

Always hold you up even further than you can see

Being there for you just to make sure wings aren't furled

Always in a dream when I run my fingers through curls

Don't want it to seem like your just number of girls

Know this life is tricky things are never as they seem

Making me feel complete when my mind is sent in a whirl