Life Krazier Than Ever... (Outro) Lyrics

It's like, everything I ever wanted is just bad for me

I vent for relief, not for you to feel sad for me

Wish I could know they true thoughts not just how they act to me

Then I know if I should treat 'em causally or like family

Lord knows I been trying

I've been giving advice to the youth, and I'm still needing guidance

Told the youngin's I'm here for 'em, and I stayed reliant

Hoping they loving me for me not things I've provided, damn

I ignored mama call but I love her

I picked up shorty call then I fucked her

My priorities need to change, its hard to rearrange

Don't know certain people anymore, they been acting strange

They hit me with something vicious, had me on the ropes

See my nephews and nieces smile the only thing that gives me hope

Ghosting people that care for me, I need a new way to cope

Ask me if I'm okay, hate I cant be real and say no

Anything to do to help I was down for it

Even when it was hurting me, I stayed around for it

Gotta wipe my face off, looking like a clown for it

Can't describe how I feel, no adjective or noun for it

I always put you first and you got way too used to that

Going off your emotions instead of using facts

You ain't hugged me in awhile, but you still hold me back

Never accountable for your actions you blame your zodiac

Damn, and I don't know where to go with that

I gave you loyalty, all I ask is that you show it back

Lately all the vibes been down, man what's up with that

And if she a good woman you'll never have to double back

Gotta get you off my mind, I wanna know what's next

But I'm still thinking 'bout the past it's like I'm retracing steps

If I don't respect myself, how can I ask for your respect?

I can't give you more of me, soon it wont be nothing left

Chico beat a body, that shit was life or death

D-Thang lost his case, judge gave him 30 like he steph

I cried for em both, tears of joy, tears of sorrow

Hope I get a call his appeal going through tomorrow

Go to sleep at night, talk to god, pray for better days

Dad died when I was 17, shit feel like yesterday

Momma told me he was gone that was misery

Had to become the man of the house that was instantly

Remembered everything you taught me, I was prepared for it

I'll always give you the truth, even when you ain't dare for it

Life So Krazy, when you passed you made me care for it

Sad you wasn't here to see me grow, wish you was there for it