My Final Memories Lyrics

Running away from all the problems that you made

I'm deep inside of my mind

The emotions I don't want to face keep finding their place

Inside my mask of lies

Hollow and empty I remain

A shell of who I once was

Inside of your memory do I still hold my place

Do I still hold my place

But it seems that you have thrown me away

There is no trace of my remains

But I still lay in pain inside of my head

You hate me so effortlessly

So I guess this is our end

My final memories will be of sorrow and despair

But I have forgotten all of our happiest times

I wonder when the last time I even smiled was

I gave you everything that I had left to give

But it seems you threw it all away

I hope you know you were everything to me

Yet you were too blind to see

I held you so close in your darkest times

Yet you never did the same for me

I never deserved to be with someone so divine

But I hoped we could see it through

I can't run from every mistake that I have made

Because in the end it'll only lead to pain

So I guess this is our end

My final memories will be of sorrow and despair

But I have forgotten all of our happiest times

I wonder when the last time I even smiled was

I will try to move on but I know that I will stay

Because you were the one behind every decision I made

I wonder just how long it will be until all of these memories fade

Until then I will sit here and wait while my mind decays

Now that you're gone I'm more hollow than I've ever felt

These feelings still persist when they should have resigned

All of these moments eat at me till I die more inside

So go and be happy with your newly found life

Why must this be our end

Did this mean anything to you the way that it did to me

I'm tired of living inside of my own head

Recalling every memory that I had with you it's still haunting me