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I feel you creepin'

With each morning body ache

I hear you while I'm sleeping

Finding more of the bruises that you Make

You think you control my breathing

You pull harder while I'm believing

You think you know what I'm Thinking

'Cause you like

My body screaming

I know you don't have an endpoint

To you I'll only disappoint

So I smoke another joint

And I just keep lookin in the mirror

Waiting on something to appear

But it never looks clearer

But I smile at myself

I'm proud to still be here

Life's not always draining

But things are staining

And it never stops raining

And my mind keeps retraining

Starting over from the beginning

And it's nonstop replying

And I think I'm realizing

That I'm not a person anymore

And I no longer visualize who I was Before

I'm so far away

From humanity

I get by each day like a ghost

I don't have the

Mentality

To be okay like most

I wanna run away

Run away

Can someone help me find a way

Find a way

Looking at the city lights

Keep fighting more fights

Stay up all night

But something just doesn't feel right