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Fearful Lyrics
- Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
- Year of Release:2019
Lyrics
I'm so fearful
Not knowing what's wrong and right for me
I'm so fearful
Too tell the truth I'm terrified
I know I can't trust everything that seems alright to me
As it all comes crashing down
It's like a free fall
Everybody wonder why I'm fearful
I ain't really got a lot to fear for
Except my fucking life and the people that I live for
I wish that I could try and I wish that I could give more
I ain't really got a lot to lose
I ain't really got a lot to choose
I ain't really trying to see my face up on the news
About a nigga getting shot when he's going on a cruise
I can't, understand
Why I'm always being blamed for who I am
Walls up can't let my guard down
For my ego, I got to stay strong
Really I felt this all along, I'm Scared
I'm so fearful
Not knowing what's wrong and right for me
I'm so fearful
Too tell the truth I'm terrified
I know I can't trust everything that seems alright to me
As it all comes crashing down
It's like a free fall
I pray to God he wash the problems away
There's just a couple things missing that are all on delay
Like I can't be happy till I have it so I wait for it
It's like I'm never grateful, all I do is take more
Feels like the weight of the world is bearing down on me
Can't fathom of the day that I got mouths to feed
Tunnel vision I can't see outside the boundaries
Problems all surrounding me, is anybody proud of me
I fear the day I got a son of my own
I hope that I can teach the kids all the things that I know
I'm still learning, everyday is like a practice run
I hope that me trying to be enough is enough to give back to them
Walls up can't let my guard down
For my ego, I got to stay strong
Really I felt this all along, I'm Scared
I'm so fearful
Not knowing what's wrong and right for me
I'm so fearful
Too tell the truth I'm terrified
I know I can't trust everything that seems alright to me
As it all comes crashing down
It's like a free fall
I'm always here, resting in your conscience
Some say my guiding is blinding
Trust the guidance