i can't save you Lyrics

I can't save you, him, her

Sometimes it feels like this life of mine is a curse

Sometimes it feels like I ain't down here on earth

But when I have nothing I still hold on to these words

I can't save you, him, her

It's funny how she tells me to hold on to my worth

Kinda hard to smile in a world full of hurt

And you know life's a bitch but I guess I love to flirt

You tell me you would give your life to see me succeed

And my reply is I lie, hide, deceive and I cheat

Funny how this shit comes naturally, it's easy to me

At this point is it my fault if you still choose to believe

That there's a decent human being in this vessel that is speaking

Isabel, it's hard to tell if I'm alive if I've been breathing

I don't mean to do you dirty, I don't mean to do you harm

I didn't want my name to ever end up as another scar

For your collection from your mother or your best friends

Or anybody else if that happens to represent them

I know you feeling cheated and slighted

I know you hate me, you hate me

I know you love me but when you see me you start to get angry

Cause you think about our history, extensive with our past

And all them chances that you gave me that I turned away so fast

So I could move to California, live this life as a musician

True love over music, that's a joke, you must be kidding

I don't know what I would do if you ever were to get hurt

Cause it's a dangerous lifestyle that I'm choosing for my work

I'm still young, dumb and reckless, my lyrics could get me killed

Off of someone being jealous, or maybe their jokes and thrills

We started dating as kids, girl look at us we're adults

Your codependency crazy, honestly though that's my fault

You looking at me like dude, come on dawg what the fuck

How you tell me you love me but yet you won't open up

You see my momma did her thing while my daddy had sat in jail

But grandma she held me down but yet I still feel like I failed

Cause I am not the kid she took and made

All that time to go and raise

How'd I flush our four and a half years right down the fucking drain

See I come from a culture that you may not understand

I never had the family that would help or do the holding hands

You're overbearing, oversharing when you think I have stopped caring

I can't do this when you're like this, all these feelings getting scary

We went through Tom and Michael's accident

Two angels that were heaven sent

Shaft the alter ego you knew and loved me when I was Trent

We go back to each other cause we're all that we know

We can't get back together till we live our lives on our own

I would never want to keep you in the shadows of my fame

What kind of person would I be to keep you tucked and locked away

Replay this record with the intent of everything we've been through

If you ever doubt the fact that Isabel I'll always love you