Disorder Lyrics

Lines on my body, mistakes to remind me

That i'm not working, it won't stop hurting

The voices in my head, keep wishing I were dead

If you were still here, would you hold me dear

Stuck in my own mind, leaving the life behind

Stuck in my own bed, is this where it led

One day I'm manic, the next day I panic

This time I've had it, I'll just leave this planet

I'm stuck here alone, with no one at the throne

I guess that's life now, is this what life says

I'm fucked up in the brain, I guess it's time to drain

What's left of my blood, will be lost in the mud

They call it disorder, some force from another order

They call it depression, yet another cry session

They call it disorder, bipolar manic horror

They call me it's over, nowhere to find cover