Sunshine Lyrics

You saw my walls were down

You saw no one around

So you claimed me as your own

An unrelenting soldier

To guard your throne

And I was so naïve

I believed entirely

Every word you said to me

A melody

Of manipulative keys

And I've been

Fighting and trying

And crying and dying

And lying to myself

Sighing, denying

And buying the timing

Until your love runs out

Done with pretending

Done with defending you

It's unrelenting

The need to impress you

So say goodbye, don't say you tried

Cause it just seems you only lied

Bid me goodbye, bid me to the night

Knowing you lost

And I survived

It's not a mystery

It's in my history

A blood deep beckoning

That's reckoning

And keeps me questioning

Was I only deceived?

Or was there partially

A part of you that loved

A part of me

A part I couldn't see?

I've been

Fighting and trying

And crying and dying

And lying to myself

Sighing, denying

And buying the timing

Until your love runs out

Done with pretending

Done with defending you

It's unrelenting

The need to impress you

So say goodbye, don't say you tried

Cause it just seems you only lied

Bid me goodbye, bid me to the night

Knowing you lost

And I survived

You called me "Sunshine"

So enjoy your night sky

Devoid of my light

Cause you don't own my life

You called me "Sunshine"

So enjoy your night sky

Devoid of my light

Cause you don't own my life

My life, my life, my life

My life

Done with pretending

Done with defending you

It's unrelenting

The need to impress you

So say goodbye, don't say you tried

Cause it just seems you only lied

Bid me goodbye, bid me to the night

Knowing you lost

And I survived