Anticipation ft. ZayThaShaman Lyrics

I'm still drinking the pain away it's all up in my head now

Got the percies in my body doctors on speed dial

Got the tools, to make a great escape

Baby take my hand and help me find a way

And I'm so lost, pills in my hand imma take some

Grab a 40 ounce now we wasted

I don't know if imma fucking make it

Let the music play and I stay drinking

And I'm so lost

And I'm so lost

And I'm so lost

And I'm so lost

Ok let's start the show, the mood is slow you been on the low

But no one knows, what you been through think it's time to go

I'm thinking about, how many times I been through this drought

I live in doubt, but now I think I found a different route

I think I'll take the down road and drink my whole life away

After everything I've seen and been through I don't want to stay

Felt like life was better then I anticipate better days

I'd rather live in the past than keep going on through this phase

Now that I think about it, shit, I don't even need to think about it

Let me pour another one down it and now my thoughts are drowning

Now I'm counting weeks since I'm sober will I quit? Nah I doubt it

Won't allow it cause I can't keep these thoughts out my head without it

You taking swigs now you ain't even know what's in it

Was your anti depressant but boy you just went too far with it

Dog isn't it funny how life can switch up in just a minute

Won't admit it but you done hit this shit out the park limits

I'm still drinking the pain away it's all up in my head now

Got the percies in my body doctors on speed dial

Got the tools, to make a great escape

Baby take my hand and help me find a way

And I'm so lost, pills in my hand imma take some

Grab a 40 ounce now we wasted

I don't know if imma fucking make it

Let the music play and I stay drinking

And I'm so lost

And I'm so lost

And I'm so lost

And I'm so lost

Every time I get out of bed I'm seeing a faint image

Of what my life used to be I'm working to make a change in it

So my prices been on the rise, just like some train tickets

Telling all my friends but they're letting me know they ain't with it

Hurts huh? when you think about better times it makes it worse huh?

You've been tripping over these words to make a verse now

You been given a second chance to come to terms but

You been thinking bout if you really do deserve it

Your life is flashing in front of you just like a slide show

At this point you're thinking you won't live to see 25 no

But no you just need one more drink been addicted since you were like 14

Ease the pain this is your version of morphine if it spilled you'd be licking the floor clean

Your kidneys are failing you can barely hold in the pain

You should really call all your friends instead you'll waste the time away

Leave them guessing man what happened I thought you were staying safe

I'm fucking dying and I got no one to say it to because, I'm still!

I'm still drinking the pain away it's all up in my head now

Got the percies in my body doctors on speed dial

Got the tools, to make a great escape

Baby take my hand and help me find a way

And I'm so lost, pills in my hand imma take some

Grab a 40 ounce now we wasted

I don't know if imma fucking make it

Let the music play and I stay drinking

And I'm so lost

And I'm so lost

And I'm so lost

And I'm so lost

And I'm so lost

And I'm so lost

And I'm so lost

And I'm so lost