happy birthday to me. Lyrics

I've been

Trynna find love but it won't find me

Another

Birthday alone like it's destined to be

I got this

Feeling like it's always gonna last

I just hope it really doesn't last

I've been

Hoping that I find my peace

Losing more friends finding more sleep

I guess he

Really heard what I prayed on repeat

And I'm

Still praying for what's destined for me

I know this girl I gotta question how she feels bout me

She always dodging he feelings

Dodging like me

Got me feeling they always gon be running from me

I wonder if you feel like that too

I told I was never gonna be like her ex

But truth be told man they really not me

And they never gon be

I hope you don't take that the wrong way but

You know

I still care about you

I think I like you a little too much

And I don't even know if you think about me to be honest

But anyways

I know friends full of envy

Nights full of sin

All these things that could end me

From all the things that I'm in

All these sacrifices sacrifices

I lost my Grandmom for a year I couldn't write up nothing

And then I wrote something bout it

I just don't wanna be alone anymore

Anymore

I got all these feelings bottled up

Feeling like I bother everyone

I just don't wanna be alone anymore

And if it numbs the pain then I guess its bottoms up

You always fuel my drinking

So where you at now

What the hell we running for

If I call you will you pick it up

Prolly not its always on dnd but

I guess its happy birthday happy birthday to me yea

Happy birthday happy birthday to me every

Happy birthday happy birthday to me yea

Happy birthday happy birthday to me yea yea yea

Yea yea yea

Yea yea yea

Happy birthday to me

Happy birthday to me

All alone happy birthday to me

Again again again again

Where you at when I need you

You know I'm here if you need me

But where you at when I need you