Madness & beauty ft. angel Lyrics

I can't seem to find the love That I find in you

Finding my struggles that you claimed about are true

Madness and beauty That changed

Your point of view

All of the lies and all the fights that I never knew

I'm tryna explain all of this pain,

Finding the words that are deep in my soul

It's like I am there but he's taking control

He's back in my Brian likes he's done it before

Can't

Even

Lie

I'm smoking these blunts till the day that I die

I'm going so hard and I don't even try

Momma I'm sorry if I'm I dying tonight

Look

I've been lost in this world

Lost up in this life

I've been tryna find a cure or maybe another wife

Yea I've going really hard but I'm still counting all my shit

Yea I've going down a road but you will always see me win

Count up a bag first of all

Before I give my love again

Love the support that I get

I know I'm a mess

I've Been tryna find ways

To release all this pain

But you when call up my phone

Baby the love comes again

The love comes again

It comes like virus just within my skin

Rushing through veins and injecting my brain

I'm getting so high that I can't even think

I can't seem to find the love That I find in you

Finding my struggles that you claimed about are true

Madness and beauty

That changed

Your point of view

All of the lies and all the fights that I never knew

I'm tryna explain all of this pain,

Finding the words that are deep in my soul

It's like I am there but he's taking control

He's back in my Brian likes he's done it before

Can't

Even

Lie

I'm smoking these blunts till the day that I die

I'm going so hard and I don't even try

Momma I'm sorry if I'm I dying tonight

Look

Of course shit it different.

Like a Manual transmission

My mood just be shifting.

Had to put the down weed for a minute

Cuz I couldn't resist it.

Itching to smoke

All My bones started

Twisting

But this isn't

Any

Stranger things

We need to

Clear our minds every fucking day

And when you don't your problems

Start to weigh heavily

So May I lay

These words

Just to feel some calmness

Inside my soul.

Been spitting rhymes

Since I was twelve years old

When I seen

How far your words and letters can go

Only started saving them

When I got a phone, and then I got bold

To start spitting home, when I was alone.

But I never been alone like this

Getting better with my words

Every flow I'm bitten

And I'm hella fucking worth it

This No Osiris

Yea, this is no Osiris

Moving on with life couldn't be No bitch

Destin for the fame got grinding everyday

Ain't stopping till I'm flexing one hundred bands in Yo face

But I'm grateful for acting cause this what you made

Now you tryna play with the one

And I can never get enough

Got higher feeling got higher feelings

And ain't even the drugs

Got mind control of my own

But you always making me fold

When you come along you come along

It's hard for me to let go