sacrifice Lyrics

How you think I made it out alive

Why you think I made myself all zombified at night

I think that I've been slippin' out my grave

I think there's something more, I think I got more shit to say

I don't know why I do it, I don't know why

I think there's more to shit before I go ahead and die

I think that I can make a sacrifice

There's only one way out and I don't think its hard to find

I think I need to reconsider life before I hit the bricks

Grind a little more, make that money, take some double shifts

Rip me from my skeleton, dismantle till there's nothing left

Take me out my comfort zone, and make me learn some heavy shit

This the way you meant to do it right up from the very start

Make up some excuses just to drag me from my only heart

Break it down in pieces, rearrange it like some Lego parts

Maybe even melt it down, remold it, ain't no fresher start

This the way I should have just done it from 12 in 7th grade

Move across the state, change personas and then just clean the slate

Maybe just a little too young to see how quick shit can change

Never could imagine the madness that would precipitate

People stacking cars up from floor to ceilings with all their shit

Evicted out of properties, last resort, its a final ditch

On the verge of homelessness, battered down goals of being rich

Not so easy now to revert it, there aint no fuckin' switch

Go on now, just pick up the bottle, and fucking chug it down

Shut up bitch, I'm tryna be productive, why can't you help me out

Its hard and its boring, id rather laze and ignore it

That's not the way that we call it, we gotta change and revolve it

How you think I made it out alive

Why you think I made myself all zombified at night

I think that I've been slippin' out my grave

I think there's something more, I think I got more shit to say

I don't know why I do it, I don't know why

I think there's more to shit before I go ahead and die

I think that I can make a sacrifice

There's only one way out and I don't think its hard to find

I think that I could turn it 360, and I'll change it all

Stop thinking all negative, punch myself until I fall

Maybe get some visors and see myself right through the fog

Never could I see my reflection actually bouncing off

The way that I wanted it, wish id go and just honor it

But id go back and look at it just to stand and abolish it

What's the point of just all of this, if I'm leaving and calling quits

Its the way that I stand for it, get that nail and just hammer it