Close My Eyes Lyrics

Every time I close my eyes man I can see the darkness

I ain't talking bout my lids I'm talking bout my hardships

Drowned in the sea of blood God I hope to part it

Hope to take that red put it on the canvas

This the curse of an artist

Paint you a picture through life's hardest

This is whatchu get when you fit for the life's largest

Hit you with the pitcher who pitching on los Padres

God will strike you out you don't pay him his owed homage

This is something that I'm gon address

Maybe make a holy mess

Make you think about the life you live through that holy crest

Why my eyes is dark and I just feel like you don't got the time

You seen me crying and just screaming good old God of mine

Now where you at come get my back you know I needed you

My problems stacked my soul is cracked and now I'm bleeding too

Now this a fact and now I lack a bond with me and you

And this the fucking truth the devil lurking why I'm seeing you

When I close my eyes

When I close my eyes

When I close my eyes

When I close my eyes

I believe in you

That little light that's on the inside is what I see in you

The darkness really beating me and breaking me in two

I'm still alive I'm feeling lied to make me see the truth

I see the darkness and it's creeping lately

The demons found me and they wondering if I'm alone cause he would take me

Well I got the feeling God forsake me

I cursed him out my life asking him the question why he didn't save me

Or my brother or my pops

Or my uncle or my aunt

Or my grandpa or my cousins or the homies on the block

Asking God won't you ride with me

Instead I got plenty fucking suicides to see

Yea it took its toll but no I didn't fold

Have the pisces as my sign so I went with the flow

Others went with the drow I just went with the swole

People love to talk you down but I'm the male leading role

And I'm something like DiCaprio never seen me act before

Watch me act out when I'm stacking up my capital

Garden look botanical exing out diagonals

My bitches international you pulling all them ratchet hoes

I'm radical can't get on my wave bitch I'm magical

People gas me up without knowing that I'm flammable

I find your effort laughable I'm never on sabbatical

I'll pull Olympic gold while you competing in the nationals

Iron sharpens iron fire tempers steel

So I meditate in hell 'till I see what's really real

And I'm seeing what's the truth as I'm closing both my eyes

As I'm drowning in the darkness I can still see the sky

That's my hope in disguise and my hope to just rise

Man I hope to see the light so I can see through the lies

I know It'll be fine and I know that he died but I

Just close my eyes so I can see him one more time when I

When I close my eyes

When I close my eyes

When I close my eyes

When I close my eyes

I believe in you

That little light that's on the inside is what I see in you

The darkness really beating me and breaking me in two

I'm still alive I'm feeling lied to make me see the truth

When I close my eyes

When I close my eyes

When I close my eyes

When I close my eyes

I believe in you

That little light that's on the inside is what I see in you

The darkness really beating me and breaking me in two

I'm still alive I'm feeling lied to make me see the truth