catharsis (clean version) Lyrics

Lip biting

Nails bleeding

Messy room

And messy mind

And every so often

I'm trapped inside

Alone with company

Still the life of the party

But don't got life in my body

Can't shake this feeling

So I'm in the habit

Of finding distractions

Ah

I haven't moved on

As much

As I thought

But it

Can't be that bad right

Until I'm alone at night

And it's too quiet

I'm too used to riots

I can't explain why I feel this way

But I'm not okay

So if I wanna scream I'm gonna go out

Gonna yell club songs way too loud

You find a way to co-exist with life

When you're walking the borderline

Between laughing and crying

Thriving and just surviving

Oh I've been

Searching for catharsis all my life

Maybe I'll find it this time

Eyes heavy

Head hurting

Sorry I can't explain

Words are inadequate

When you're lost in your brain

I try to find any way to

Just make it go away

But I got a lump in my throat and

I feel like nobody knows

So I'm in the habit

Of finding distractions

Ah

I haven't moved on

As much

As I thought

But it

Can't be that bad right

Until I'm alone at night

And it's too quiet

I'm too used to riots

I can't explain why I feel this way

But I'm not okay

So if I wanna scream I'm gonna go out

Gonna yell club songs way too loud

You find a way to co-exist with life

When you're walking the borderline

Between laughing and crying

Thriving and just surviving

Oh I've been

Searching for catharsis all my life

Maybe I'll find it this time

Just get me get me out

I've tried everything and it don't help

Nothing hurts more than nothing

Just get me get me out

I've tried everything and it don't help

Nothing hurts more than nothing

So if I wanna scream I'm gonna go out

Gonna yell club songs way too loud

You find a way to co-exist with life

When you're walking the borderline

Between laughing and crying

Thriving and just surviving

Oh I've been

Searching for catharsis all my life

Maybe I'll find it this time

So if I wanna scream I'm gonna go out

Gonna yell club songs way too loud

You find a way to co-exist with life

When you're walking the borderline

Between laughing and crying

Thriving and just surviving

Oh I've been

Searching for catharsis all my life

Maybe I'll find it this time