Still Wonder Why Lyrics

My dawg say I'm kinda heartless, I'm not the type to play tough

Truth is, my mind at peace when I don't give a fuck

Every time I come through, they quick to say I'm the realest

But the times that I can't, they mad and all in they feelings

I guess they love you, they hate you, then they love you again

When you lose, you're by yourself, they on your dick when you win

If I fuck with you, I'm stuck with you, too real to pretend

Do you want me for the moment, or are you here to the end

Lord, my heart getting colder, as I'm getting older

Had dreams to be the boss, now this pressure on my shoulders

At times I'm on the edge, like, who the fuck wanna try today

You got fear in your heart, pussy, you don't wanna die today

Where can I go to be vulnerable, to speak my mind and spill my pain

The booth is my therapy, most times I don't care about fame

Please love me unconditionally, promise you'll stay the same

Emotions temporary, as time pass, you'll probably change

And I still wonder why

My heart numb at times, I wish I wasn't this way

And I still never cry

My words shed tears, can't see them coming down my face

And why are people living a lie

You a follower, I guess you scared to be yourself

And why do all the real ones die

The last of my kind ain't no real nigga left

We on the phone late night, in the heat of our discussion

You say that this your friend, but the truth is you fucked him

Yeah, you a single and we was off and on then

But how the fuck am I to know that you won't fuck a friend again

I've been a star in the field and I already know

The right pressure get applied, most these bitches gon go

The more money I obtain, the less I'm worried about a bitch

Hustle, stack, count, flip, problems come, but don't trip

I got one in the head, and ten in the clip

This my first time serving, bruh, and he need four zips

While everybody on my dick, I just remain focused

Elevated, still concentrating, hope you know this

That I can't stop, won't stop, hustle till my body drop

You a sucker lollipop, I make the plays and call the shots

You niggas can't compare to me, even on your best day

You can change with the world, bitch, I'm thuggin' till my death date

And I still wonder why

My heart numb at times, I wish I wasn't this way

And I still never cry

My words share tears, can't see them coming down my face

And why are people living a lie

You a follower, I guess you scared to be yourself

And why do all the real ones die

The last of my kind, ain't no real niggas left