Dead Inside Lyrics

Dead inside

I told you that I'm dead inside

I told you I'm not tryna fight

I told you I can't do this no more

This pain is getting harder to hold

See me smile in pubic cause I'll never let my pain show

I don't wanna keep fighting

I just wanna let go

Bitch I really hate you

I wish I never met you

Had me thinking you cared for me

That you was always there for me

Now all I know you as as a distant memory

I don't know what to do

I don't know where to go

Your heart was my true home

Now I'm lost in this cold world

Walking down this dark road

Asking God can he get me out this dark hole

The devil got his hooks in me and he won't ever let go

Uh uh uh uh

Depression getting stronger

My heart is getting colder

The voices in my head

Steady telling me it's over

You left without no closure

You fw me for the exposure

My pops is fighting addiction

I hope that he get sober

My mama always told me to choose love carefully

The ones you least expect will be the only ones who's there for me

Telling me you love me is something that I'll never believe

So when I up and leave can you really blame me

Can you really blame me

Can you really blame me

Seeing you wit that Nigga

Bitch it really pains me

All the memories we had it really fucking changed me

It really really taught me

Not to trust these bitches and they dirty ass fucking schemes

I'll never cuff these bitches

I'll just pass them to the team (yeah)

Sippin on that dirty sprite

it's fucking up my kidneys

I'm steady speaking on my pain

I hope that you can hear me

Yeah yeah yeah yeah

losing trust in everybody

These bitches be for everybody

When my demon come alive

I promise it's a scary site

How you claim you love me

But wit that nigga every nite

You tellin me you pressure

I shouldn't have believed the hype

Smoking blunt after blunt

Taking pill after pill

Steady asking myself (uhh)

when will I fucking heal

One min you love me

Next min you hate me

My mind goin crazy

Feel like I'm close to insanity