Better Man Lyrics

I was taking drugs just to feel normal

Crush it up snort it faded while my bitch give me oral

Cocaine and a perky fall asleep then i was tweaking out

I'm honestly surprised that I'm alive well and breathing now

I'm not bragging made my mama cry so many nights

We dancing with the devil couple brothers had to the pay the price

See them in my dreams, really hard for me too sleep at night

Haunted by the guilt and memories when we were taking flight

I shook the pills crack and powder but I'm still drinking

Drowning in my sorrows fuck around and miss tomorrow evening

Three a.m. I'm lit as fuck feeling like my ships sinking

I just wanna see my people breathing

Really had to tighten up i had a couple screws loose

Was losing motor function cuz a youngin smoking k2

Escape reality but i can change it who know

Sometimes you just got to change you

I'm just tryna be better man

But i cant really name a soul that I'm better than

I'm not perfect yeah its evident

But I've been trying I've been tryna be a better man

I'm just tryna be better man

But i cant really name a soul that I'm better than

I'm not perfect yeah its evident

But I've been trying I've been tryna be a better man

I never wanted Meech's mom to lose her son

Like If i didn't think my family miss me i woulda shot the gun

And sat inside my room smelling ripe like a rotten plum

Stack of empty bottles through my wounds i was bleeding rum

If anybody asks i probably tell them that I'm doing good

Cuz what you gonna do you cant do nothing I'm misunderstood

Thinking that I'm happy and I'm laughing I'm a joker

Mean while there's a war inside my head that isn't over

This is real talk I'm not tryna ride nobodies wave

This not a gimmick I'm just rapping for the people that's ashamed

To tell them how you really feel or what's been going thought your brain

Like its all a fucking game

No matter how I'm living there's that whisper in my ear

Keeps on telling me I'm better off if i just disappear

Listen here I'm a mess like a broken chandelier

This depression hits severe

I'm just tryna be better man

But i cant really name a soul that I'm better than

I'm not perfect yeah its evident

But I've been trying I've been tryna be a better man

I'm just tryna be better man

But i cant really name a soul that I'm better than

I'm not perfect yeah its evident

But I've been trying I've been tryna be a better man