wrong and right (demo) May 6, 2020 Lyrics

Lately girl the world is twirling, hurling, circling fast around me

And people seem to change every day but I just stay the same as old me

I try not to notice but the hopelessness is holding home inside me

Cause everyone around me seems so happy all the time, so why can't I be

Is there something in my brain

That makes me incapable of change

Or is it something in the way I view myself

Cause I feel broken and I'm so helpless

I'm a mess of my emotions

I just don't know how people cope with me sometimes

But other days I feel so

Beautiful like a miracle

Like my existence is so valuable

So how can I know which side's wrong and which is right

Yesterday I heard this voice inside my head that said that I'd be better dead

I didn't know what to think of it

It said it's better in the end that way

Then I remembered last September crying on the floor, lonely, I felt like dying

But I wasn't alone that night

And no I'm not alone today

And so I shut the door and locked the gate

So that evil thoughts couldn't penetrate

And I'll only listen to the thoughts of good

Because that night you sat right in my room

You said I'm here child and so are you for a good reason

Don't give in to sin

Yes, you're beautiful

You're a miracle

I've made you so so valuable

How can you tell me that I have done it wrong

I know that some days you won't feel so great

So call on me and don't hesitate

Cause if you ask me I'll always help you along

And I know that you know which side is right

And which side is wrong