i let the succulent die Lyrics

I let the succulent die

I chose to keep the water, didn't I

I thought might as well

Oh yeah sure, what the hell

At least it's its life, not mine

I stopped drawing for fun

Why should I do it if not, for anyone

I had quite the dream

Built on high self esteem

We had one hell of a run

Holes in ceilings

Sinking feelings

I'm not dealing well

I hope that you can't tell

It's absurd

I am nervous

For what? nothings there

I work

To feel worthless

To make it feel fair

I hurt

But I'm learning to

Make them aware

I let go, they don't care

Holes in ceilings

Sinking feelings

I'm not dealing well

Please tell me you can tell

I can't write songs anymore

It doesn't feel the same as it did before

The passion, the drive

That shit keeps it alive

What am I writing this for?