Sometimes I think about

What life will be in a decade or two

What I will be in a decade or two

And I'm afraid

I'm scared that I won't make

Everything that I wanted to do

That I'll just age and use up my youth

With nothing redeeming that I can be proud of

That I'll just be older

And ten years are a lot when you're twenty

That I'll still be running in the same routine

But this time with my life behind me

So I train harder, I work harder I've ever did

To avoid becoming what I'd wish I'd never been

Until I break this damn fate with my bare hands

And burn down whatever I was meant to be

But right now

Nothing works and I get down

And I get doubts in my head sometimes

But I won't drop and I won't let go

And I won't stop

I know I already got so far

But it hurts inside of me sometimes

But I swore it so I won't stop now

Listen to me in the silence when I'm gone

You'll already know what happened when I'm gone

I'll finally know what happened when I'm gone

But I'll be gone, yeah

Listen to me in the silence when I'm gone

You'll already know what happened when I'm gone

I'll finally know what happened when I'm gone

But I'll be gone

And I'll be proud I never stopped