grey in all directions Lyrics

One more time for the voice memo just so I don't forget anything

The observation deck of

Your own experience

It's grey in all directions

Hey dude get out your head

You're just staring down again

Come on, let's find the exit

Ten minutes I'm dead

Y'all walk, I descend

I'm sick of being that friend

Ten minutes I'm dead

Choke a laugh and then

A chill return I'm frozen

Fuck myself, I'm never past this

Odd end jobs like a z-list actress

Grey in all directions

Call it quits

Prepare my casket

Over-blessed, I'll never last

It's grey in all directions

It's always grey

That's the one, yeah

That's hard

I'm second guessing every thought that I had locked in

I got my systems keeping me up from dusk to dinner time

It's 3am

It's not my fault I'm taking in

What's everywhere and never again

A beauty I'm in

Or incapable of seeing it

When I know that it's all about around within

The joy is yours if you let it in

And I see the corners fading

It's starting again

It's starting again

Fuck myself, I'm never past this

Odd end jobs like a z-list actress

Grey in all directions

It's grey in all directions

Call it quits

Prepare my casket

Over-blessed

I'll never last

It's grey in all directions

It's grey in all directions

Ten minutes I'm dead

Y'all talk I descend

I'm fucking sick of being that friend

On and on I'm never past this

Glimpse of pink, try to make it last

It's grey in all directions

It's always grey