What If I'm Doomed Lyrics

What if I'm doomed to never get clean?

What if I take my time, but never find peace?

What if I fool myself, thinkin' I'm alright

But I'm bound by chains of the devil's might?

What if my kindness only goes so far

But it ain't proof I've grown deep down in my heart?

What if I've only loved the things that I've gained?

And when it crumbles, will I then decide to change?

And if I make my bed in hell, will you still be there as well?

If I fall into the night, will the darkness be as light?

What if it turns out I don't have a choice?

What if the truth is I don't have a voice?

And I've been cryin' out hopin' to be heard

Will I be willing to leave all that I've earned?

When I make my bed in hell, will you still be there as well?

When I fall into the night, will the darkness be as light?

And I'm weary reachin' out for a spark

I'm tired wakin' up in the dark

Oh, Jesus, have mercy on my heart

'Cause I've made my bed in hell, but you're still around to tell

That even though I've fallen off my throne

Oh, you've found me, and brought me home

What if I'm doomed to never get clean

By my own merits; by my own good deeds?

But I know the night is the light of grace

'Cause one man became darkness in my place