afterglow Lyrics

Hit a fucking wall, until my knuckles bleed

I can't feel at all, but it's all I need

And I can't help but bawl, because I cannot dream

Icarus' fall is my destiny

Thoughts are confining, stuck in a stupor

My blood's subliming, think I need sutures

Fates entwining, at my computer

Bend space and timing, I don't need no future

I'll see you in the afterglow

So many things I still don't know

Stuck in the undertow

Currents are dragging me below

Ooh

I've been feeling fucked up

My whole life a suck up

My skin's all been cut up

Moss and vines

Growing in my throat, I don't mind

I'll give them my vocal chords

They'll write better lines

'Cause I can't seem to find the words that I wanna find

All I am is hollow, everything in me died

I am just an empty shell

Can you tell? I'm going to hell

Like Icarus I fell

Made my room into a cell

Ignoring warning bells

I don't need you to wish me well

Cause your prayers won't help

I've been drawing parallels

Between deities and myself

There's a feeling I'm tryna quell

Make a banger but put it back on the fucking shelf

'Cause its empty

I'm not even twenty

I know I have plenty

But it feels like all I got are pennies

I don't think you get me

You barely even met me

So please just forget me

Ooh

I saw god and I wanna meet him/her

When I do I think my eyes will gleam/burn

I can't take it anymore

I wanna be someone before I die

'Cause I always wanted to touch the sky

But I'll burn before I be you

And I'll be dust before I meet you

I'll see you in the afterglow

So many things I still don't know

Stuck in the undertow

Currents are dragging me below

Afterglow

So many things I still don't know

Stuck in the undertow

Currents are dragging me below

Afterglow

So many things I still don't know

Stuck in the undertow

Currents are dragging me below