Sidewalk Fantasies Lyrics

She knows (she knows)

She knows, I know

Now I have these thoughts sometimes

I call them sidewalk fantasies

I go to your house a little tipsy

Tick you off and you hit me so hard

I bleed

I'm on the ground but I'm free

'Cause you did what you were gonna do to me at seventeen

I know

I left in time

But it never ended

And it's these sidewalk

Fantasies ending it all

In my head

It's all in my head

Head

I have these thoughts sometimes

I finally wake up from this bad dream

'Cause I walk to your front door

And I knock and I implore you to torture me

And end it all

'Cause I left in time but it never ended

And now my time is spent

On these sidewalk

Fantasies ending it

All in my head

It's all in my head

It's all in my head

'Cause I left in time

But it never ended

And it's these sidewalk

Fantasies ending it all

In my head

It's all in my head

Head

Leaving in time (did it even happen?)

Means leaving it behind (dancing on the sidewalk edge)

It doesn't mean I escaped it (bruises and scratches)

I'm just trying to find a way to end it all (I can't tell what's real and what's pretend)

It's all in your head, it's all in your head ('cause I've been making shit up in my head)

It's all in my head, it's all in my head (I've been making shit up in my head)

It's all in my head

Maybe I'll stop you in the middle and sit you down

And ask you if you ever had to drown out the things you did

Because I did

And I still do

Every time I cry I think of you (you)

I think I have amnesia

I was seeing you but I didn't really see ya

I've convinced myself it never really happened but it did

And I avenge my little kid with these dreams and these visions

They're ending it

All in my head

'Cause I left in time

But it never ended

And it's these sidewalk

Fantasies ending it all

In my head

It's all in my head

Head