Can't Admit Lyrics

These days I've been leading on cuz' I

Know that I'm scared

I know it's wrong but I'll keep it going

To clear my head

I'm tripping bout' the past

No I can't go back

Some things I just can't get back

And I can't fix that

Need that text but bae I cant admit that

I know you been doing all the same things

Same feeling in me always

Why the fuck are you complaining baby?

I've been moving through these five days

Weekends I've been sleeping on

Somebody's bed and it's not my own

I should be home, be home

But I'm way too scared of what could go wrong

When I'm alone

When I can't make these songs, I

Stare at my phone, I

Get wrapped up in these soul ties

Told myself I wouldn't but I did, Okay

Fuckin' up my system, I could feel it in my ribs, am I okay?

I'm like "always"

Fuck feelings, don't want another thought, make it go away

I done felt so much

You know what I'm thinking of

Don't get me wrong, I've been trying

Maybe just not enough

I feel better when I'm off enough

Been a minute since I last seen her

I can't find my words

But I guess it could be worse

I've been trying my best just to think that

All our texts go green so I don't see that

Trynna let go and I mean that

I've been living life fast cuz' I need that

Weekends I've been sleeping on

Somebody's bed and it's not my own

I should be home, be home

But I'm way too scared of what could go wrong

When I'm alone

When I can't make these songs, I

Stare at my phone, I

Get wrapped up in these soul ties