pillow prison ft. Bollywood Beed Lyrics

I don't got guns I let them tears fly

I have been tryna make it out a long time

I'm trapped outside with no line

Cloudy nights where the moon don't shine

Every time I find myself alone

I skip my fate just like a stone

Blueberry eyes baked in a scone

Can't find sunlight to let it go

Even though it rains, it's still cold

No cure for the pain, it just grows

I know I need to change but it's in my bones

Happiness in waves it comes and goes

My heart's more frozen than some ice cream

And it's still real soft but it ain't sweet

We know times can be good but they don't freeze

It left and took my breath away now I can't breathe

Been in the dark for too long that's why I can't see

I've been feeling too gone but I still can't leave

How can I move strong? when I can't fall asleep

I know it feels too wrong so I just let it be

If it's not fully broken I won't fix it

Been down so many times, from when I tried to hit them kickflips

Demons talking to me jimmy knows how I've been living

Every time I close my eyes I get real tense and timid

Every time I fall asleep my nightmares get real vivid

Prescribe me Adderal but I still never paid attention

Cut it with a knife so it can move right thru the tension

If I died tonight don't think my soul will reach ascension

We don't know if we died or if we fell asleep

Wasting all our time like we had repeats

Soft boy all day tucked in my sheets

Feels like nowhere I can find my peace

Even though it rains, it's still cold

No cure for the pain, it just grows

I know I need to change but it's in my bones

Happiness in waves it comes and goes

My heart's more frozen than some ice cream

And it's still real soft but it ain't sweet

We know times can be good but they don't freeze

It left and took my breath away now I can't breathe

Been in the dark for too long that's why I can't see

I've been feeling too gone but I still can't leave

How can I move strong? when I can't fall asleep

I know it feels too wrong so I just let it be