sins & vices ft. Love Jai Lyrics

My sins and vices

Lay in a puddle of my blood

I miss the new me

Disguise the poisen with the love

I'm sick of all of this

Just wanna feel like myself

Don't know who to call right now

Singing to myself a cry for help

You wouldn't understand

But it's okay I don't blame you

It's so damn complicated

I just hope you know I care for you

And if I have to leave one day

Promise you it will all be all okay

If I have to leave one day

Don't stay awake just pray

I'm tryna find my way to you

But these skies they feel so blue

I know that it's all up in my mind

I feel confined by wasted time

Tryna live with all this pain

When I should be tryna change

Know that it's all up in my mind

Feeding me lies from time to time

I keep giving my all

Wake up still depressed from the night before

Tried giving you my heart I think I need it more

Call me selfish and that I'm just a piece of shit

It doesn't matter in the end when the lights get dim

You never needed me the way I needed you

Don't wanna look in your eyes because it's all see through

Popping up by surprise acting like we're still cool

I still wanna die baby it's not nothing new

Promise I wouldn't cry anymore but it's all I do yeah it's all I do

Geronimo I'm standing over the edge again

Don't wanna go and everyone says I'm a pessimist

I can't help it it's all I'm good at and ever known

I'm okay where I'm at right now

I don't think that I'm coming home

I'm tryna find my way to you

But these skies they feel so blue

I know that it's all up in my mind

I feel confined by wasted time

Tryna live with all this pain

When I should be tryna change

Know that it's all up in my mind

Feeding me lies from time to time