SWAN DIVE Lyrics

Yeah I've been trying so many things in my life

I've been singing writing running after time

But it's a game where I never succeed

Cause it's always what I want V what I need

Lately I've been scared of death

Cause I got so much to show

I felt that feeling again

Where I just don't wanna go

Feel like the Prince of Bel Air

I got that power of will

It's like a breath of fresh air

Coming to push the windmill

Maybe I should talk to God

Try and ask him what went wrong

When I get rid of my problems that's when I'll stop making songs

Maybe I should socialise

See the world with open eyes

But every time I'm surrounded in a crowd I suffocate

Even if you can't stand me

Please try to understand me

Just want the world to stan me

Stan me yeah

Swan dive into sad songs when I'm lonely

Minor melodies are so comforting

Headphones in my ear I am reloading

I know I'll feel better in the morning

Swan dive into sad songs when I'm lonely

Perfect people are so fucking boring

Let me have my flaws you won't control me

Gotta let it out to stop imploding

Even if you can't stand me

Please try to understand me

Just want the world to stan me

Stan me yeah

They ask why I wanna be alone

Whenever we call you never show

I'm sorry I wouldn't know what for

I would rather stay here on my own

I'mma tell you something that I know

Being with myself repairs my soul

That's the only place that I call home yeah

On my own yeah on my own

Everyone has their own shit that they deal with

And I'm sorry for the pain that I inflict

Locking myself in my room is a quick fix

Spending my nights doing nothing prolific

All my life I've been trying to do the right thing

But my time is better spent doing nothing

Oh God why is being social so exhausting

I'm exhausting too I know

Forgive me for the times I didn't come

I'm sorry for the calls that I ignored

I'll try to be better oh I swear

Even though I said the same old shit last year

Swan dive into sad songs when I'm lonely

Minor melodies are so comforting

Headphones in my ear I am reloading

I know I'll feel better in the morning

Swan dive into sad songs when I'm lonely

Perfect people are so fucking boring

Let me have my flaws you won't control me

Gotta let it out to stop imploding