Past Lyrics

Yeah Call out your name

Things don't feel the same

I don't know who to blame

Demons in my head I'm tryna tame

At 2 AM I turn into a monster check my fangs

No I didn't think that I could save myself but then you came

Ever since you came back to me I swear you've been acting strange

I just might go back to the old me but girl I'm tryna change

Yeah fighting demons okay

Drugs I need them okay

I'm trying to beat them okay

Word life's deceiving

Take it how you want but deaths what you receiving

Growing up I had nobody had to bottle my emotions

So many chances could've let it out instead I stayed unspoken

Cold hearted shout out to my momma left it frozen

No I can't blame her for it because I knew that I was chosen

Oh now you see where I come from I'm traumatized

You can tell I've been through too much pain just look me in my eyes

You might see me smiling use that as a disguise

Tryna cope with all this pain so I'm just getting high

Everything started getting worse for me when I turned 17

That summer was the worst ain't want to live no more asked God to set me free

Yeah I was locked up in that cell

Questioning my fate will I go to heaven or hell

I'm still keeping secrets no I cannot ever tell

The love of my life left me for another man I just wish her well

Stuck on the past I got a move forward

I go get high every time I feel lower

Let me whisper in your ear baby come closer

Yeah I'm trying to tell you something

For you I just got four words

Yeah Call out your name

Things don't feel the same

I don't know who to blame

Demons in my head I'm tryna tame

At 2 AM I turn into a monster check my fangs

No I didn't think that I could save myself but then you came

Ever since you came back to me I swear you've been acting strange

I just might go back to the old me but girl I'm tryna change