Black Sheep ft. NateBroskii Lyrics

I've got a few regrets, I've acquired in this lifetime

Never bettin' on myself, waiting for the right time

Letting other people make the calls from the sideline

Might as well have rode the bench, nothing worth a highlight

Super shy blue eyes, lying never felt right

Didn't have to face a belt, damage was internalized

One of the main reasons that I started to write

Was I wanted to find a way to get up outta my mind

Let me teach ya something 'cause it took some time to learn

You gotta do it for yourself and never wait to take your turn

When you fuck with fire, you're bound to get burned

I'm making the choice to be the flame protecting others from hurt

I've been down a hundred different paths, found a way to quell this wrath

Took some time to take a stand, put the foot down and life began

Far from easy didn't care, changing myself did not seem fair

Let'em mock and Let'em stare, blind'em with a solar flare

In despair we were aware, don't talk back she'll go insane

She's acting like a mother but we really know she plays a game

Pictures on the wall in frame, smiles fake to hide the pain

Thought she'd always have her way til I found a way to summon strength

I'm on a search, Looking for guidance there's not many that I trust

Very grateful to the families having my back showing me love

Even when abandoned by blood, making me feel like I was enough

It made me tough, I'm leveling up, cannabis ready I'm lighting it up

Lost in thoughts I guess I'll never know why

Love and affection was impossible to show

Easier to break me, never helping me grow

Been a minute since I wondered where did you go?

I'm leaving the question at the door,

Not beating myself up anymore

I won the battle and I'll win the war,

Rise like a phoenix I'm feeling reborn

Bringing a storm I'm not afraid

When I get a lemon I got lemonade

Put up a stand, I'm tryna get paid

Nothing is going to get in my way

Call me Yusuke, blasting the Rei-Gun

Thought they were safe, huh? I'm more like Kurama

I'd rather keep yokai locked inside but if it comes to it

I'll summon the beast to take your fucking life

Been reborn a demonkin, hiding the evil under skin

I try to never let it win, doin my best I'll try again

Again and again and again and again

Finding my way to the top in the end

I'm not concerned about making some friends

'Cause the ones that matter will lend a hand

I'm here for you; if you ever find yourself in need,

I know what it's like to feel forgotten by your family

Feeling like a black sheep, learning young that talk is cheap

Cut me open let me bleed, my souls connected to the dream

I wanna be the light, in the night, something always felt right

Silver linings taking flight, magic from the moonlight

I kept on telling myself that everything will be alright

Wasn't easy to keep my head, I kept my eyes up on the prize

A lot of different obstacles will try and block the way

You're the one who's in control, do not blame the way you're raised

Have the strength to make a change, end the curse tied to your name

Or let it live and run your days, straight into the fuckin grave

Lost in thoughts I guess I'll never know why

Love and affection was impossible to show

Easier to break me, never helping me grow

Been a minute since I wondered where did you go?