Internal Monologue Lyrics

Oh, oh, oh I really wanted to die, wanted to die

I wanted to die, then I reached to the sky

Thanking God for letting me see another day

Day, day I wanted to die last week, hey

Thanking God I figured out a way

Taking pills for the thrill, sometimes I just need to chill

I'm from Texas, I'm trill, I'm living this life for real

Sometimes I feel like she broke my heart and

This is all a drill My heart really not strong, baby, this is all will, will, will

Oh, oh, sick of all these games, man they really lame

I just keep on thinking in my brain, your name

Man I'm sick of it, girl, man it's really lame

Shit is so crazy, baby, that you left me again, again

You told me, baby, girl, you never gon leave me again, never gon' leave me

I sat there and watched you lie to my face again, again

I won't go back to you baby again never again

I hate liars, I used to admire I should've known you weren't the same, prior

Now I wanna light you up, girl, in a fryer, fryer

Well, my heart broke, anxiety spread like a fire

I'm taking pills tonight till I'm on fire I can't breathe, hang my neck with a wire

Matter of fact, fuck love, I'm finna retire

Taking pills for the thrill, sometimes I just need to chill

I'm from Texas, I'm trill, I'm living this life for real

Sometimes I feel like she broke my heart and

This is all a drill My heart really not strong, baby, this is all will, will, will

Oh, oh, sick of all these games, man they really lame

I just keep on thinking in my brain, your name

Man I'm sick of it, girl, man it's really lame

My head, my head, my head, my head I really just wanted to die from a girl I wish I was dead

Matter of fact, bitch, get away, I'ma leave your ass on read

Man, my brain been throbbing lately, all up in my head

Went through our text message, man, you lied up in those threads

I don't know who to trust no more, so I'ma leave their ass on read

My heart is not the same no more, it's black as fuck, it's dead It's black as fuck, it's dead

It's black as fuck, it's dead

Fuck that dead shit, man, I'm up quick,

Man I bald like my name Vick Niggas hatin' on me, they sick

I'm getting that money, I'm too lit Keep that fire on me, it's a big dick

Matter of fact, nigga, I really don't need chicks I'm getting money, my nigga, I'm too lit

I'll never let another woman play tricks

Capricorn, I'm the GOAT

Man, it's cold, I need my coat, yeah She wanna write a note, uh

She sucked it up to her throat, uh Oh my God, that's a gag

Call of Duty with the lag Pop a Pills, I'ma drag

I'm a young nigga, I brag

Taking pills for the thrill, sometimes I just need to chill

I'm from Texas, I'm trill, I'm living this life for real

Sometimes I feel like she broke my heart and

This is all a drill My heart really not strong, baby, this is all will, will, will

Oh, oh, sick of all these games, man they really lame

I just keep on thinking in my brain, your name

Man I'm sick of it, girl, man it's really lame