I Hate Myself Lyrics

Time and time again I'm thinking fire

Staring at the face of a loaded gun

Everyday I'm contemplating suicide

I was born into a world that hate me much

Tired of fighting everyday

A sorry excuse for a man

(Do it fucking coward)

I hate myself so much

I hate myself so much

Putting on the mask of a smart artist

The only problem I ain't got much to say

Slowly finding comfort in this pain

But now when I lost it I'm an empty man

I always want to be depressed

But when depressed I want happy

(pathetic fucking liar)

I hate myself so much

I hate myself so much

If I die tonight

I won't really care

'Cause I know that nothing awaits at the end

'Cause all of my dreams

Are rotten inside

They all really come down to sexual desire

And someday I know

I'll fail to see

The very thing I most wanted to be

I guess I was born

Into the wrong place

And wore the wrong face the whole time that I stayed