Self Sabotage (feat. G.E.B & Laz rapApostle) Lyrics
- Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
- Year of Release:2022
Lyrics
G.E.B Verse
Thoughts Are getting darker every minute
I thought I'd work it out by now
But I'm not even in it
I've been hearing critics speak they always tryna taint my image
But they doing little damage
Against myself I'm going savage
I'm putting in work
I feel it don't work
I'm wanting the best
But feel undeserving
Feel I'm unworthy
Feel it's not worth it
All of these feelings they crawl to the surface
Feel like I'm finding me filled with some flaws
Feels like I'm pinning myself to the wall
Feels like I'm losing
Feel like a nuisance
Feeling so useless
It turns out
All of these twisted thoughts I've been thinking
They crippled my mind there's so many holes I think I'm sinking
I'm on crutches losing balance tryna avoid self extinction
Lost direction plenty times i doubt the indicators blinking
I've been going off the deep end
Attacked I lost my defense
I'm lacking self love got too much pride
Well it all depends
I'm speaking to the father can he help me find some peace
Cause if I leave it all to me I know that's where problems begin
I'm selfish
CHORUS
Every body has a dream, I too do have a dream
I wanna climb up the ladder and reach my goals but bad behaviors stop me
Is it stemming from low self-esteem
coz I tell myself things that are mean,
keep doubting thinking I can't win, yeah
Self Sabotage yeah
Self se se se self self, self sabotage
Self se se se self, am the enemy of me
self sabotage (self sabotaging)
Self se se se self self, self sabotage
Self se se se self sabotage
I need to be free from this thing Lord
Mdumuka II's Verse
Why you living like cursed, when he already blessed you
you killing your talent untimely, you setting up your own curfew
Why you claiming you in shackles when no body cuffed you
This ain't a movie but the problem is no one but you
This is very true, sometimes we got stinking habits, something like the loo
Busy choking, switching off our dreams like it's something cool
finding comfort in our little cage, we living in a zoo
Always saying stuff, this i cant do
This why we end up blaming our parents, blaming politicians
This is why we end up blaming God,
Claiming that he never helped us yet he already gave us
All the tools and gifts we need
Sometimes we lazy,
sometimes we napping
Sometimes we negative, we never taking action
Sometimes we lazy,
sometimes we napping
Sometimes we negative, we never taking action
CHORUS
Every body has a dream, I too do have a dream
I wanna climb up the ladder and reach my goals but bad behaviors stop me
Is it stemming from low self-esteem
coz I tell myself things that are mean,
keep doubting thinking I can't win, yeah
Self Sabotage yeah
Self se se se self self, self sabotage
Self se se se self, am the enemy of me
self sabotage (self sabotaging)
Self se se se self self, self sabotage
Self se se se self sabotage
I need to be free from this thing Lord
Laz rapApostle Verse
Everything I suffer oh lord is self inflicted
Battle with myself oh lord I'm self conflicted
Going against your word all day I'm complicated
Story of my life and
Lust is the topic
My is spirit
is Willing
My bod is so weak
Lasting all day
Telling myself she so thick
I'm failing to pray
prayer life is getting so bleek
I'm supposed so meek
Searching for porn I be so quick
Uh
I Prey on myself
When I'm supposed to be praying for myself
Foolish uh I be playing myself
Ain't moving i be stuck on a shelf
I wanna rededicate
I'm tryna be celibate
Lord i just Wanna pray n meditate
I'm sick of of lust tryna medicate
My feet clean from sin ye
Mbuye waku mwamba nizageza phazi
Niibala kuti mbuye muna kesa mwazi
murder my flesh like a kamikaze
Uh
Kuibalako zonse za azikazi
Wanna fly high Lord just like a kwazi
Uh
only enemies that I got Is the devil and the inner me
Evil tryna hinder me
Lust tryna injure me
Life getting bitterly
Oh lord yeah
CHORUS
Every body has a dream, I too do have a dream
I wanna climb up the ladder and reach my goals but bad behaviors stop me
Is it stemming from low self-esteem
coz I tell myself things that are mean,
keep doubting thinking I can't win, yeah
Self Sabotage yeah
Self se se se self self, self sabotage
Self se se se self, am the enemy of me
self sabotage (self sabotaging)
Self se se se self self, self sabotage
Self se se se self sabotage
I need to be free from this thing Lord