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  • Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
  • Year of Release:2022

Lyrics

G.E.B Verse


Thoughts Are getting darker every minute

I thought I'd work it out by now

But I'm not even in it

I've been hearing critics speak they always tryna taint my image

But they doing little damage

Against myself I'm going savage


I'm putting in work

I feel it don't work

I'm wanting the best

But feel undeserving

Feel I'm unworthy

Feel it's not worth it

All of these feelings they crawl to the surface


Feel like I'm finding me filled with some flaws

Feels like I'm pinning myself to the wall


Feels like I'm losing

Feel like a nuisance

Feeling so useless


It turns out

All of these twisted thoughts I've been thinking

They crippled my mind there's so many holes I think I'm sinking

I'm on crutches losing balance tryna avoid self extinction

Lost direction plenty times i doubt the indicators blinking


I've been going off the deep end

Attacked I lost my defense

I'm lacking self love got too much pride

Well it all depends

I'm speaking to the father can he help me find some peace

Cause if I leave it all to me I know that's where problems begin


I'm selfish


CHORUS


Every body has a dream, I too do have a dream

I wanna climb up the ladder and reach my goals but bad behaviors stop me


Is it stemming from low self-esteem

coz I tell myself things that are mean,

keep doubting thinking I can't win, yeah


Self Sabotage yeah


Self se se se self self, self sabotage

Self se se se self, am the enemy of me

self sabotage (self sabotaging)


Self se se se self self, self sabotage

Self se se se self sabotage

I need to be free from this thing Lord


Mdumuka II's Verse


Why you living like cursed, when he already blessed you

you killing your talent untimely, you setting up your own curfew

Why you claiming you in shackles when no body cuffed you

This ain't a movie but the problem is no one but you


This is very true, sometimes we got stinking habits, something like the loo

Busy choking, switching off our dreams like it's something cool

finding comfort in our little cage, we living in a zoo

Always saying stuff, this i cant do


This why we end up blaming our parents, blaming politicians

This is why we end up blaming God,


Claiming that he never helped us yet he already gave us

All the tools and gifts we need


Sometimes we lazy,

sometimes we napping

Sometimes we negative, we never taking action


Sometimes we lazy,

sometimes we napping

Sometimes we negative, we never taking action



CHORUS


Every body has a dream, I too do have a dream

I wanna climb up the ladder and reach my goals but bad behaviors stop me


Is it stemming from low self-esteem

coz I tell myself things that are mean,

keep doubting thinking I can't win, yeah


Self Sabotage yeah


Self se se se self self, self sabotage

Self se se se self, am the enemy of me

self sabotage (self sabotaging)


Self se se se self self, self sabotage

Self se se se self sabotage

I need to be free from this thing Lord



Laz rapApostle Verse


Everything I suffer oh lord is self inflicted

Battle with myself oh lord I'm self conflicted

Going against your word all day I'm complicated


Story of my life and

Lust is the topic

My is spirit

is Willing

My bod is so weak

Lasting all day

Telling myself she so thick

I'm failing to pray

prayer life is getting so bleek

I'm supposed so meek

Searching for porn I be so quick


Uh

I Prey on myself

When I'm supposed to be praying for myself

Foolish uh I be playing myself

Ain't moving i be stuck on a shelf

I wanna rededicate

I'm tryna be celibate

Lord i just Wanna pray n meditate

I'm sick of of lust tryna medicate

My feet clean from sin ye

Mbuye waku mwamba nizageza phazi

Niibala kuti mbuye muna kesa mwazi

murder my flesh like a kamikaze

Uh

Kuibalako zonse za azikazi

Wanna fly high Lord just like a kwazi

Uh

only enemies that I got Is the devil and the inner me

Evil tryna hinder me

Lust tryna injure me

Life getting bitterly

Oh lord yeah



CHORUS


Every body has a dream, I too do have a dream

I wanna climb up the ladder and reach my goals but bad behaviors stop me


Is it stemming from low self-esteem

coz I tell myself things that are mean,

keep doubting thinking I can't win, yeah


Self Sabotage yeah


Self se se se self self, self sabotage

Self se se se self, am the enemy of me

self sabotage (self sabotaging)


Self se se se self self, self sabotage

Self se se se self sabotage

I need to be free from this thing Lord

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