am i real? Lyrics

I make friends I don't like

My company's got no type

But I'm alone like all the time

I'm kinda scared you'd hear this

But I think you should hear this

Cause I got a feeling it's not right

If you'd ask me, I'd lie

Cover up with a line

Cause everybody's dead inside

We'd laugh it off, it'd be fine

Almost saw my bad side

A tragedy in my mind

It's okay, cause you know me

I know we're only joking

I know I'm supposed to feel

Doesn't it make you wonder

Just what spell we were under

To make any of this real?

Am I real?

Am I real?

Am I?

I'm too good at saying

It's okay when it's not

Live a life that isn't mine

So I'm depressed cause it's cool

Not too sad, tho cause you're

Kind of a loser if you cry

You can call me dramatic

But I'm symptomatic

Of an illness I call life

There's no cure, I'd imagine

Probably psychosomatic

But that doesn't make it right

Am I real?

Am I real?

Am I real?

Am I real?

Am I real?