Forgot to be grateful Lyrics

Lost at sea in my thoughts

I've been trapped in my thoughts

I need peace in my thoughts

Need gravity in my thoughts

These anxious thoughts

They seems so true and inescapable that it's the only thought you think about

It's like your always looking down

Looking at the trash on the ground

And if you looked around you might have found

It's a beautiful day with a gorgeous sunset

But your to blind to see it cause you feel drowned

And the only reality you can fix your eyes on are your problems

And anxious stressing won't solve them

But you know you can't just dissolve them

So lift up your eyes to the light

Know that gratitude gives new sight

And remember that God died

For you

Thinking back on all my emotions

My gut feels deep as the ocean

Some good some bad

Some times I wish that I never had

But some moments I remember

Turn all the sadness to embers

I never thought I'd be rapping

And I wouldn't be if it weren't for sadness

Every sad thing there's a blessing

I've been always stuck or stressing

So I just let the good pass me by

I ignore it and watch time fly

Here's for all the good moments

I felt love as deep as an ocean

When you helped me with coping

And just trying to be free

What does freedom even mean?

The time when I felt clean?

When I was completely myself

But not even focused on me

When you felt God's peace

When I saw the light in your eyes

That you knew that God died for you

I forgot to be grateful

I forgot to be grateful

I forgot to be grateful

Thinking back on all my emotions

My gut feels as deep as the ocean

Some good some bad

Some times I wish that I never had

But some moments I remember

Turn all the sadness to embers

I never thought I'd be rapping

And I wouldn't be if it weren't for sadness

I don't deserve you and your help

You told me when I wasn't myself

You remind who I used to be

I don't know what happened to me

Chasing Jesus and always happy

I was smiling with no plan b

But now I'm too busy with my anxiety

Every taste every breath

Every smile every step

Every beauty every friend

Every moment that I spend

Every note every chord

Every laugh and every word

Every lesson that I learn

But I'm just too busy with my anxiety you know

These anxious thoughts

They seems so true and inescapable that it's the only thought you think about

It's like your always looking down

Looking at the trash on on the ground

And if you looked around you might have found

It's a beautiful day with a gorgeous sunset

But your to blind to see it cause you feel drowned

And the only reality you can fix your eyes on are your problems

And anxious stressing won't solve them

But you know you can't just dissolve them

So lift up your eyes to the light

Know that gratitude gives new sight

And remember that God died

For you