By My Lonely (prod. DAW) Lyrics

Now I'm by my lonely

Wish you woulda told me

That you had my back

before I turned into the cold me

I hate who I once was

But they all miss the old me

Now they always sayin that they love me and they know me

Now they always saying that we go back and I owe things

Always actin like my friends but all these niggas phony

They be plottin on me and that's why I keep it lowkey

Sayin that they loyal but that's never what they showing

Carrying some heavy shit

This as good as it can get

I been drinkin bottle after bottle chasin emptiness

Wish I could go back to being happy ya that's what I miss

I just want the stacks to feed the family ya that's what I wish

I don't think about you cause it's too painful to reminisce

I just keep pretending I just act like I don't give a shit

Still I got some memories of us that I just can't forget

All this pain inside that i be holdin is so damagin

Ya I fix the pain by mixing thangs and wash it down wit gin

I don't trust nobody that's why I don't got a lot of friends

I don't even fuck wit hoes unless it's for my confidence

I can't even fuck wit hoes cause they be lackin common sense…

… and I wish you woulda told me

Cause baby now I'm out here on my lonely

Now I'm by my lonely

Wish you woulda told me

That you had my back

before I turned into the cold me

I hate who I once was

But they all miss the old me

Now they always sayin that they love me and they know me

Now they always saying that we go back and I owe things

Always actin like my friends but all these niggas phony

They be plottin on me and that's why I keep it lowkey

Sayin that they loyal but that's never what they showing

Everybody fake so

I just always lay low

Ya they always eatin but ain't bringin to the table

Get some money then go disappear ya that's my main goal

I won't never waste another tear on all these fake hoes

Don't give me your heart because I always tend to break those

Can't help that I feel alone so I'm always high when you call my phone

You said you don't even know if I'm still in love cause I never show

You said you would hold my hand and I felt so far even though I'm close

Baby look me in my eyes tell me that I'm right that you broke my soul