Internal Peace Lyrics

I can be alone but it don't mean that I am lonely again

I don't have to smile to show my life is better than it has been

Has been

Has been

Yeah

I've been finding my peace inside

I've tried running from me but I can't hide

So I've gotta face myself

Was broken, had nothing left

To lose

I've been a loner

I've been antisocial

I've been trapped inside my mind

I just listen to the music

I let them speak my pain

I thought nobody could feel the same

But I'm not lonely

Gotta shake the darkness off me

'Cause I'm the main character of my story

I can't let this thing control me

I can be alone but it don't mean that I am lonely again

All I wanted was friend

Yeah

Was stuck inside my loneliness

Walls was steady closing in

I was trynna tell someone

Guess they didn't see the relevance

Could hear it on my playlist

All these songs was how I felt

I laughed in front of friends and fam

'Cause they didn't know these cards was dealt

I try to be the person that somebody can look up to

I don't wanna be the person with the cloud above my head no more

Can I smile one time without it being fake

Just closed up in my room but it feels like I'm by a lake

In the dark, in the cold, can't connect to my soul

I'm tired of being negative, I swear this getting old

If there is a God out there somewhere

Please give me a chance in this dark cruel world

I need light down here

I've been finding my peace inside

I've tried running from me but I can't hide

I've been on this journey but I'll survive

I'll survive

I'll survive

I'll survive

I can't think of where I'm going

I just gotta enjoy the ride

I can be alone but it don't mean that I am lonely again

I don't have to smile to show my life is better than it has been

All I wanted was a friend