MISERY Lyrics

I just need a little bit of time to myself

I just need a little bit of time for my health

I just need some time to focus on myself

But everyone around me need me to be somebody else

But I don't know why I keep on trying

Everybody that I love just keeps on dying

Everybody that I wanna show mercy towards

Doesn't know what I keep on moving towards

I just wanna be the version that people see in me

But every version that they see in me isn't me

I just wanna be me

But maybe I am not the one that people need to see

Cuz everything is history

I just need you to kill me

Just take my soul out of this misery

And I need you to give me space

Just let me mourn

Let me do it all alone this time

I just want you to know

You ripped my heart up

You ripped my whole soul

And now I am fucked

And I don't know why you expect me to

Keep trying to do what you want me to

I don't even wanna know why you keep on trying

Trying to break into my life

And keep me dying

And all the pain in my heart is out here lying

Everyone around me wants to kill me

And I don't wanna do it anymore

I just need you to kill me

Just take my soul out of this misery

And I need you to give me space

Just let me mourn

Let me do it all alone this time

I just need you to know I need some space

I need you to leave everything I have

Give me a break, I need you out of my life

Just let me breathe

Let me comprehend what I am going through

I need you to leave

I need my whole life

Please give it please

I don't want you to keep trying

To lift my heart out of my soul

And I want you to know that I am sorry

I am so sorry

I'm rubbing this in

But I can not breathe

And I am suffocating

And I don't know why I keep trying to do this shit anymore

My life is a mess and I'm a whore

But everything I see inside is eating me

It's eating me alive