Rainbows Lyrics

I was still a baby, maybe three and a half

When you went away to prison for indecency acts

So disturbing, I don't even wanna speak it in raps

I don't wanna bring it up when it's so deep in the past

Twenty years later, now you seeking to have

A relationship with me like I'ma see you as dad

Bitch, please, you and your ego are wack

Y'all some pieces of trash

But I do believe forgiveness has the key to un-crack

Some pieces of me that I left deep in the past

Inner child's screaming, don't be leaving me back

You need to repatch, this so I can freely relax

And deeply detach from seeds of the past

So I'ma give you a chance, I'm emailing you back

Just be honest with me and don't be wearing a mask

Cause I ain't dealing with that

I just gotta let that pain go

Tears drop down my face, woah

I just gotta let that rain flow

I just gotta let that pain show

I just gotta let that rain flow

How you gon' see that rainbow

How you gon' see that rainbow

I just wanna see that rainbow

If I let you in it's at an inch at a time

I'ma listen to your story, then you listen to mine

I got a whole lot of reasons I could dip and decide

To just go switch up the vibe

You so sick in the mind and these some ignorant crimes

I got a kick to the side to bring forgiveness to life

But I'ma take the high route, I'ma hear your side out

Tell me who you are before I find out

Well, I'm so happy that you finally talking to me

You see, I dreamed about this day since my daughter was three

And as I'm writing you this email, I keep stopping to breathe

I got these tears in my eyes, but they sobs of relief

Cause I'm so honored to be

Back up any life that's the father in me

I do be sorry, you see, but it's just not what it seems

I'm an innocent man, I built a business and plan

And I ain't never hit no woman, I got innocent hands

Yeah, she the menace, and I really hope that you understand

I've been falsely accused, I'm not no cause of abuse

I'm not the monster assumed, look kid, I'm promising you

I'm an honorable dude, I got a whole lot of charges that aren't partially true

I'm sending you this email with my conscience on mute

Praying that you never get to find out the truth

Cause fuck, I'm blocking it too

I just gotta let that pain go

Tears drop down my face, woah

I just gotta let that rain flow

I just gotta let that pain show

I just gotta let that rain flow

How you gon' see that rainbow

How you gon' see that rainbow

I just wanna see that rainbow

Your choices bad enough on their own

But now you double the load by bringing bluffing along

You so fucked up in the dome, well now you suffer alone

I gave your ass a shot, but you stubborn and stone

Now get the fuck out my zone

Yeah, I'm empathetic and kind, but this affected the vibe

Like if you woulda just explained what led up to the crimes

And why your head wasn't fine, I'd put resentment aside

But now instead you decide to use your leverage to lie

I see you dead in the eyes

I don't see a father, I see the devil disguised

All that shit you did was super painful and cruel

But I learned basically too, just be the opposite of you

And I'll be making it through, so I stay grateful and true

And I stay patient in tune so my relationships bloom

You the worst version of you, so ashamed of the truth

I'm the best version of me, this a thank you to you

I just gotta let that pain go

Tears drop down my face, woah

I just gotta let that rain flow

I just gotta let that pain show

I just gotta let that rain flow

How you gon' see that rainbow

How you gon' see that rainbow

I just wanna see that rainbow