no decency Lyrics

Last night I had to break my own heart

You couldn't even do that for me, that's the saddest part

Last night I had to break my own heart

You couldn't even do that for me, that's the saddest part

I feel so dumb right now

I let you in my house

I let you take my time and space and energy

I feel so dumb right now

Like I let myself down

Knowing damn well you'd never move nothing for me

I'm tired of looking my best

And feeling like shit for you

Tired of you going 'round not knowing all the things that I did for you

Did you know every time on the bus I feel sick on my way to you?

Just so you rush me out saying Sweetheart, I've got other things to do

Like why can't you

Pencil me in?

Figure it out

I don't need love that ain't what this is about

Just want your hours, I want your touch

When you don't make the time it tells me I'm not enough

Tells me I'm not enough

Tells me I'm not enough

I'm not enough for you, not for you, not for you, not for you

Last night I had to break my own heart

You couldn't even do that for me, that's the saddest part

Last night I had to break my own heart

You couldn't even do that for me, woah

Right now I'm so confused

Did I help me or you?

Never knew that easy was complicated

Right now I'm so confused

Wish I were in your room

Now I know casual is overrated

You don't have time and you don't wanna make it

I'm too available I just can't shake it

You don't have time and you don't wanna make it

You're unavailable I just can't take it

You don't have time and you don't wanna make it

I'm too available I just can't shake it

You don't have time and you don't wanna make it

You're unavailable I just can't take it

I need a little me time

I need a little me time

I need a little me time

No, I don't wanna take it, oh

Last night I had to break my own heart

You couldn't even do that for me, that's the saddest part

This morning I woke up with the pain that you left in my heart

I'm trying to convince myself I deserve a new start