Trust Myself Lyrics

I put my back against the wall

I had to face my fears

I ain't know it from the start

Kicked up out the house

Why they left me in the dark

Drink a cup of codeine

Now I'm swimming with the stars

And I been tryna find my peace

But them cold nights

Couldn't even sleep

No food in the house

Ine had nothing to eat

When they turn me down

I try resorting to the streets

But I ain't even know

I would end up on these beats

Yeah I came up out them streets

I remember times

Riding round with a heat

Granny held me down

Hope she resting in her sleep

If she see me now

know she'd be proud of me yeah yeah

Same young nigga

From the B yeah yeah

You know it's forever Cameron st

Yeah yeah

Having visions in my sleep

Drowning in my pain

I could tell you how it feel yeah yeah

I'll never lose focus

I don't fuck with family

They be acting so bogus

Steady on my mission

I been down to my lowest

Sending out these signs

And they still ain't notice

They ain't even notice

Til the jet was in the sky

Balling up this pain

Yeah I hid it deep inside

I ain't had no one to dry these tears

From my eye eye eyes

They ain't even notice

Til the jet was in the sky

Balling up this pain

Yeah I hid it deep inside

I ain't had no one to dry these tears

From my eye eye eyes

I put my back against the wall

I had to face my fears

I ain't know it from the start

Kicked up out the house

Why they left me in the dark

Drink a cup of codeine

Now I'm swimming with the stars

And I been tryna find my peace

But them cold nights

Couldn't even sleep

No food in the house

Ine had nothing to eat

When they turn me down

I try resorting to the streets

But I ain't even know

I would end up on these beats

I put my back against the wall

I had to face my fears

I ain't know it from the start

Kicked up out the house

Why they left me in the dark

Drink a cup of codeine

Now I'm swimming with the stars

And I been tryna find my peace

But them cold nights

Couldn't even sleep

No food in the house

I had nothing to eat

When they turn me down

I try resorting to the streets

But I ain't even know

I would end up on these beats