drown (hold onto me) Lyrics

Look, I really don't like living like this

If I died tomorrow, go ahead and recite this

I don't really like where I'm at

Some nights I'm proud of what I've done

Others nights I feel like crap

Don't like where I'm at

Just think about the dark times and I know

Everything seems bad but it'll get better with time

Yeah I'm glad to be alive

Just hoping that everything turns out alright

Look at me, what have I done?

I shouldn't have started, look what I've become

Expecting too much from the kids that I look to inspire

Why do I feel pride in throwing my life away?

In my room I stay

Awake at night I lay every single fucking day

I'm forever bound to this place

Cower in the corner but I swear "I'm okay"

Cause I don't wanna lose you now

I drowned and drowned and I sank

I sank so far away from myself

Swear to god that I used know just how you felt

Barely alive, can't escape hell

Ha, thought I had you fooled for a minute

I usually express how I'm feeling in a more poetic way

But these nights turn to worse days

Left behind, in the dark, starting to decay

This is how I'm feeling every day

Swear to god it doesn't ever seem to end in better ways

Instagram models be flexing like they have better lives

When in reality it sucks like yours and mine

Celebrities are just people too

May not seem like it but they're just like me and you

Kinda sucks though cause what they portray

Is so appealing to the eyes of young kids these days

Makes everyone want a little fame

Not gonna lie, that's why I'm here today

Moral of the story people lie

Doesn't get better when you have your life made

Cause I don't wanna lose you now

I drowned and drowned and I sank

I sank so far away from myself

Swear to god that I used know just how you felt

Barely alive, can't escape hell

Cause I don't wanna lose you now

I drowned and drowned and I sank

I sank so far away from myself

Swear to god that I used know just how you felt

Barely alive, can't escape hell

I'll keep you safe in these arms of mine

Hold onto me

Please baby and you see

I can be all you need