Grey & Fading Lyrics

And I been running away for so long

And I've been searching for light in the darkness

And I can't remember the last time I heard your name

It's seems so grey and slightly faded away ("This is hard to do...")

I don't really know what I thought love was

But now I understand that this shit ain't it

I would always try but the lack of love received wasn't equal

To the love that I would give

I'm foolish I guess, now I guess that I see that you're nothing but a pest

A heartless person that I gave my best

I'm tryna find myself but I don't know where I'm at

Maybe all my issues lie deeper than the act

And I don't really know what to think about it lately...

Every single day, I woke up, drove me crazy

Flood into my mind, all the bad, need an answer

Wanting to be loved, I was drowning then I got hurt

Losing all this life, all for nothing, can't escape it

Sadly hate myself... yeah, inside I'm breaking

Should have turned around, looked away, and said forget her

Now I realize that I'm lonely, can't forget her

It's over just forget about it

It's over now forget about it, move on

It's over just forget about it

It's over now forget about it, move on

And I been running away for so long

And I've been searching for light in the darkness

And I can't remember the last time I heard your name

It's seems so grey and slightly faded away

Finally letting go, now I'm hurting from the scars

Wouldn't back down, though I started falling 'part

Every time I relapsed, the fall became more hard

Every time I fell down my thoughts became more dark

Our bond was like a plane, tried to keep it steady but instead it crashed

Might have been for nothing, least I laugh looking back

You know what they say about getting too attached

Fasten seatbelts 'cause you're in for an attack

Wish you'd call me up every late night

Now I see you never even tried

Don't act like you were so in love girl

You both used me up, don't you act hurt

Spreading lies, you thought I was stupid

Couldn't function, blinded by Cupid

Now I see the bad that you did then

After all I offered to be friends

It's over just forget about it

It's over now forget about it, move on

It's over just forget about it

It's over now forget about it, move on

And I been running away for so long

And I've been searching for light in the darkness

And I can't remember the last time I heard your name

It's seems so grey and slightly faded away