The Interlude of a Toxic Lover Lyrics

Have you ever wanna kill yourself over a girl?

Mama's baby boy is crying out he wanna leave the world

She'd always tell me that she'd leave me and I'd find another girl

Guess I did but looking back you fucking opened up the door

To a whole new world of problems

Expect me how to know to solve em

I drink myself to sleep to numb the pain then wake without em

My friends would always tell me she's a bitch and I would doubt em

I guess I should've listened from the start and lived without em

Months later and I wanna blow my head off

Thinking back to all the warning signs that I would let off

Just cause I'm so fucking lonely and possessive

These bitches call me out and piss me off for being too obsessive

I feel bad for your next man but at the same time

He won't be treating you as good as me

And he deserves the treatment that you gave to me

You gave to me, a man who loved you you told that one day I'm gonna leave

That's pretty shitty man, you told me to my face about the future

About one day you told me I would lose ya

You tell me bout the features guys had you thought were cuter

All of which I didn't have, just drop me sooner (Just think about it)

Now tell me why I would change myself for a below average bitch

One who nobody else wants but thinks that she's the shit

Asking people what they really thought about you

"Heard that you're together thought I that I was being lied to"

"You can do better than a bitch who don't deserve you"

I said, "I know, because last week I was past curfew"

"Making love to girls that are just better versions of you"

"And they love it giving all their friends the A+ review"

I don't say it much but honestly I miss my ex

I fucked her over and I shattered all the broken steps

If I knew what my next girl would be like swear I wouldn't have left

You shouldn't have to date a girl who causes constant stress

And makes you feel like you ain't perfect dawg that shits a mess

And then she goes and fucks you over just to damn regress

To her small dick ex who knows that Jasin is the fucking best

Shit we always would make fun of you but I confess

Prolly should've listened to you when you told me

About her game and that this bitch is just a phony

Put my phone down ate her fuckin ass like I was Stoney

This hoe broke me i don't know if i could ever heal

Heart couldn't even get fixed by a record deal

This bitch really almost made me up and grab the wheel

And speed then fucking kill myself so I don't ever have to feel