Don't Cry Mama Lyrics

Well what do you know

Since a young lad this dumbass had a troubling soul

My mental health never been covered in gold

I love depression this shit is like my humble abode

It's a home, that I stay in way too often

I wanna leave, but I'm afraid that I'll head to a coffin

I wouldn't wish this on my enemies

Hate to admit that suicidal thoughts have entered me

Alcohol shouldn't mix with negative energy

But when they do it creates a wicked synergy

And if I'm being honest I been going thru it

Y'all wouldn't know unless you listen to apple music

This a story about self reflection, self betrayal

Deprivation of love from someone I don't trust

I relapsed like a hunnid times

I relapsed like a hunnid times

I'm grown now, everything about money now

I was never meant to live this old

I got a pure heart it was never meant to get this cold

Man I'm a kid to the bone grizzle

I don't care what y'all care about

They say God look after fools and babies

I'm a old fool and I feel like he losing patience

I'm scared of getting older

I'm scared to die

I don't know what's on the other side

I hate saying Rest In Peace don't wanna rest after I die

I wanna live in another life

The thought of me lying idle won't move soul

They say to have a righteous death you gotta live wrong

If I could be immortal I prolly wouldn't even choose to

Like fuck it they don't need me in the future

And don't ask me what I believe in

It seems like faith my biggest weakness

Yeah yeah yeah

I said yeah yeah yeah

I tried to lie

This pain I tried to hide

Before I pulled the trigger I saw my mama eyes

I saw my mama cry

I saw my mama cry